Seriously What Are Feelings?

I have done some things I probably shouldn't have.. But Idk.. I learnt something from it.. I thought I had those kind of feelings for a certain someone but I dont I mean I love them yea but not in the way I thought.. Maybe I am over them :)

Feeling lost now aye. Like everything I thought, has just gone down the drain. I mean this feeling isn't all bad. I have found my true feelings for someone. And I reckon thats a good as thing, because I dont need to worry at all  anymore. Experience hasn't really changed my look at the person. It has just opened my mind to a whole new world for me. Its AWESOME!.

To love someone, it really is a challenge. To find that person you love and not let them go is an accomplishment that is waiting to happen. Having an open mind I think helps. Also knowing that those you love are worth it in every way possible, that is something I love to do. Those I trust and know will always be there for me. I love them whether they aren't what people expect or whether they are someone everyone hates, I dont know why but its just how I am. People treat me differently and I'm used to that. So other people who assume they know a person. Cant really know them unless they have seen them in action so to speak.

What I find upsetting is the fact that I have feelings for someone. And I dont know what to do with them. Coz its a complicated situation.