Beginning of a New Era for Jac

Well thought Id start this blog to keep my mind occupied instead of going over things that have happened, wont happen, and may happen. Its been a while since I have really blogged about my life and well last time wasn't too interesting to be honest. A whole lot of me going all emo and asking why this and that. Not a good read thats for sure.

This blog is going to just reflect on things I cant really tell anyone else to be honest.

Where should I start? Asking myself questions already. How about I start with the first thing that comes to me.....

Okie here it goes. I have officially withdrawn from Early Childhood this semester as I wasn't getting much from it. I'm glad that I did it. But haven't told my parents yet as would like to have everything verified about whether or not I can start next semester, as well as get the scholarship I was offered. It was stressful as and the lady who does the withdrawing process, was a very determined person who insisted I try to stay and see how things go. I had made my mind up by then and knew I would be walking out of the office with head held high and having confidence in my choice. Crazily enough it all went to plan and I walked out smiling. I do how ever have to go for a chat with the head of Early Childhood and then see what happens from there. God its going to be tough to tell my parents. I hope this works though. I really do want to achieve this and become someone who has a job. I want to be independent.

Making the decision was harder than I thought but I felt it was the right choice. I'm hoping it will benefit me in some way. I am just hoping to get it over and done with and then just get ready for next semester. Its rough though, I haven't told my parents yet. They still think I am going to school. Wishing I had told them earlier but its too late now. I will have to grow some balls and deal with whatever they say. I know it sounds stupid but I just can tell them aye.. I get real iffy bout it. I dont like talking to my parents. One thing I hate to do. Hanging out with them is fine. Talking to them about things is a whole different level right there.

I wander what they will say...