Seriously

Well yesterday my ex went through my history on lappy seriously he shouldnt have... Found out I go on a chat site for swingers.. I dont have the intentions of doing anything on it.. Just wanted to see what it was like. Actually makes me laugh. Some weird as people in New zealand seriously.

Anyways the ex had a go at me because he thinks I want other people.. Or that that I meeting people off that site.. For one ewwwwwww lol and second I only have feelings for a guy who is not on this earth anymore. So yea good luck to anyone else. :)..

Should I be hard on him? Or is he right? I know what Im doing and I know what I want. Doing something for me is either because Im bored or Im curious to see what happens.. Its not about the attention. Everytime anything comes up about guys. I straight away think of other guy. Its not that I want to think about him but for once I had met someone I could actually enjoy time with, talk to and just be myself around. Its hard to find that these days. Especially ones as hot as (other guy) hahaha and he was only a few years older than me.. Im like Fark really. Did you have to go. Lol.. Grrrrr.

I dont know what to say to the ex. He knows how I feel about meeting people, He doesnt care that I had feelings for other guy. I just dont know why hes gotta be all up in my business. Seriously lol