Insecure

There are rights to not having a partner right?

Like I am not with anyone. Not as a partner anyways. The ex well, I know doing what we have done was stupid. But it was the only way to feel safe and be able to keep doing it. But hes brought all the emotions a normal relationship should have.

I talk a whole lot to guys and girls. The other night when he was over, I well I was talking with my homie. He was asleep after business and I was making a cake. Which I seriously was because I promised the olds I would. He wakes up ages after and I'm talking on the net. Not being able to sleep kinda does that. But he gets all grr. I mean I know I was talking to a guy who calls me Baby. But really I'm there with you. I let you stay over. I didn't do it to spite the guy. I did it because atleast someone was up to talk to while I made the cake.

Whatever anyways Monday the ex was having a good go at me when he came over before we had to go to the funeral. Who is this and who is that.... BLAH FUCKING BLAH... then he was pooey all day and then when we got home I get into my PJ's and hes like going on about the same shit and saying that I go on at him for something and then he left. I didn't say bye. I just cried instead. I'm over being hassled. I dont need him around anymore.

BAH!!!